Falling Behind

I meant to update yesterday, but I got busy. Sorry about that! Let's start with what's been on the site the last few days. I have twelve new messages. Looks like I've got me another phone number. Woo! lol I'll pass thank you. Here's another guy with his toys - a boat, a 4-wheeler ... ehhh. Someone else has two bikes - pass! Unless he wants to share them and let me ride one? Nah - pass. I replied to a very cute guy with a pretty descent intro message. He hasn't responded back to me yet though. Ohhh - here's a winner. "Looking for a Lifetime Commitment" guy ... I think I'm going to pass on him. He has pretty eyes, but overall he looks like an 80's rocker. His hair is way longer than mine - that would just be weird for me. "Hey honey - can we braid each others hair?" I promised you stats and since inception I've had 105 prospects. Wow ... that's a pretty high number considering I've become online friends with one of them and on a date with three of them, one of which seems to so far be a perfect gentleman. That equates to about a .04 percentage. Pretty crazy, huh?

I'm still trying to figure out what to do about or rather how to handle WG. Again, he's a really nice guy, but I think because I don't take rejection well, I don't even know where to begin. One of my friends told me I should send him a text message. Isn't that mean? I might as well write him a post-it note. lol Yesterday we IM'd for a while. It started off pretty innocent, but then transitioned into how my time was difficult to get and how he was trying to be patient. I've seen him twice and I have trips planned with friends and family and right now I'm making me a priority. If I find someone I really like, yes he will be a priority. But he's at home writing a book ... granted that's work, but I don't have that much free time so I try to squeeze people in where I can. CDG is very convenient because he lives so close so it's easier to do something spur of the moment. Even if WG was a convenience, I don't think I would be into him. Plus he seems to want to move things along very quickly and get serious fast. I'm not quite ready for the wife and kids thing next month. He flat out asked me if I was looking for a relationship at this point in my life. I think I answered honestly when I said that I wasn't "looking", but I was not looking either. That right now, I was letting life takes its course to see where I ended up.

If you know anything about me, you know I'm somewhat spontaneous. My friends and family are the most important to me in the world. When I'm working, that's mostly all I think about and I even sometimes get obsessive - that's what makes me good at what I do. A significant other is going to have to understand that. WG seems to be bothered that I've got a lot going on in my life right now. I do. He also seems sort of clingy and that's the last thing that I want. Yes, it will be nice to one day be someone's whole life ... when we get there, not right away. At one point in our conversation he mentioned that he thought I would make a good mommy. I have no idea why. I've talked to the guy for maybe six hours tops?

On to another subject, I know you're dying to hear how dinner went Sunday night. It was very nice. I thought it was sweet that he reciprocated my game night invite to cooking me dinner at his house. He made a pasta and it was very tasty. I arrived just in time to eat, but spent the first few minutes playing with his super cute dog. His home is very much a bachelor pad. He's got a poker table, pool table, foosball, nice media room - a bit bigger than mine, his backyard is very nice; he's got a pool. He's very handy, too. Spent the morning landscaping his front yard and built a bar in his home just because; I didn't ask for a tour of the rest of the house. After dinner, he asked me what I felt like doing and gave me a list of options; I opted for a movie. His dog snuggled between us stealing as many kisses as she could during the movie. It was cute. He was a perfect gentleman though - he didn't try anything at all. After the movie, he walked me downstairs and gave me a hug goodnight.

The movie left us hanging as if there were a sequel. So on Monday I tried my darnedest to find the follow-up because we really liked the movie. I decided to sent him a bbm telling him my findings. I told him I was trying to download what I thought was the next in the series and he told me to wait because that was "our" thing. After my workout he sent me a bbm asking if my download worked so we continued our dialogue. He told me he'd keep Tuesday night open for me regardless of whether I got the download to work then asked what I felt like doing. I told him to dream about it and see what he came up with.

Yesterday morning he bbm'd me and told me he had no luck dreaming and asked what I felt up to doing. Later in the afternoon he asked what I wanted to do for dinner. I replied with "Paris or Barcelona because I haven't been to Spain yet." lol We ended up staying local since we both had to work today. After I got home he bbm'd me asking me for my phone number. Seems that we hadn't yet exchanged numbers this whole time. Too funny! He called shortly after that and we decided to meet at a nearby restaurant.

Dinner was good. I had never been to the restaurant. We had a great conversation with no awkward moments. He decided to tell me his off-color joke he used to drive one of his first dates away. I thought it was funny! It's highly doubtful I would have been offended on our first date. After dinner I prepared myself for a move thinking maybe, just maybe tonight? But nooooooo! Once I got home I thought about it and sent him a "thanks again" bbm and "good night". He replied that he was actually considering kissing me, but decided not to because of what we ate. lol It's kind of cute that he mentioned it. I replied with "Are you sure it wasn't me?" I told one of my friends what he said and he said "Yeah ... rookie mistake." ha ha Next time ... I'm out of town this weekend so we're supposed to do something when I get home Sunday afternoon.

More later ...